Lately I've been feeling 'blue', but I'd rather wear black. I find myself wondering if there is really a reason for everything; pain, fear, emptiness, life. Today as soon as I got home from work I just felt empty, like a meaningless void. Unfortunately this also happened yesterday and the day before that.
It almost feels worse today... Just a few minutes ago I saw a picture of Andrew and I at prom. I miss him so much. I closed my eyes and I could swear I felt his lips brush my hair. That just punched another hole into my chest. I hope this all ends soon.